I tried so hard to sleep.. flipping my pillow over and over, turning here and there to find a comfortable position but it's still so hard to fall asleep. The clock is tickling, i feel so uneasy. Having such a quiet time, i tend to think even deeper. Why is it always so hard to let go of something that doesn't belong to you in the first place? Why is it that i always thought i wouldn't have ask for more but i just Wanted more than what i should have. Why is it that i can't be contented when i already have what i aimed for. Friendship, yes.. Perhaps that's what you want, maybe it is what i want when i'hv my conscious mind. But now all i have in my head is just flooded with Bella. It's so hard to say goodbye. Well, maybe i shouldn't have this kind of thought in the first place. Back to the beginning, it's all because of my wistful thinking.. Dreamynight earthling- Tonight will be the night I'll fall for you-Over again.