WHY DIDN'T I JUST WALK AWAY ? OH RIGHT , BECAUSE I'M AN IDIOT .
i didn't know this - every second I spend with her was only going to add to the pain I would have to suffer later . Like a drug addict with a limited Supply . The extraordinary smile that i always never wanted to remember . And the day of reckoning will come . eventually overwhelming me . The more hits I took now , the harder it would be when my supply ran out .